Weekly Prompt – Dream Achievement Unlocked

This week I’m switching it up and linking up with Delightfully Tacky for this week’s prompt, which is:

What is keeping you from achieving your dreams right now?

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I’m going to be completely honest… right now, I’m not even sure what my dreams really are.  One week I’ll think I know for sure what it is I want to do with my life, and then the next week it might change. I’m not entirely sure where this indecisiveness comes from; I’ve always had a hard time making decisions.  Most likely it stems from fear, and the fear that I’ll choose poorly.  Then I wonder why do I fear making the wrong decision, and that makes me think I’m afraid of failure, which is somewhat true, but as to why that it is, I couldn’t tell you.

Granted, even if fear were not an issue or indecision, would I be able to make my dreams come true right now? That’s hard to say. Hard because money can be tight and time is often very hard to find. I need money for certain things to help along my dreams, but I also have two small children and work full-time, so I’m lucky if I have an hour or two in the evening that doesn’t need to be spent doing something else like cleaning or trying to do some form of exercise since I sit at a desk all day.  Those are probably the biggest obstacles in my path right now.

Actually, I take that back.  My biggest obstacle is me.  I can list excuse after excuse, but ultimately, what it comes down to is me.  I could change my lifestyle to try and make more time in my life, and we are currently trying to find ways to cut back on our spending, so if I really wanted to buckle down and make it happen… I probably could.  Would it be easy?  No, which is probably why I find reasons to stay where I am.  I’m cozy right here and there is stability.  I fear change and the unknown and usually I’m not big on taking risks either.  Granted, it might all be different if I wasn’t married and had two kids.  Life was so much cheaper before kids…

So, really I need a plan.  I need to decide what I want, and then make a plan as to how to get there, and just do it.  Sure, it might take some big life changes, but I have to do something.  The biggest thing is planning. I feel better about making changes if there is a plan involved and maybe even a flowchart and some excel spreadsheets in there.

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2 thoughts on “Weekly Prompt – Dream Achievement Unlocked

  1. You are right! Plans can make all easier, but I hate plans 😦 that’s my weakness. I wish you the best luck to achieve your dreams!

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